Thursday, August 13, 2009

India!

(The outcome of a homesick first week in the USA)


India!


Out of my window I gaze, at landscapes unseen,

At golden night lights, glitter and sheen,

And ask myself to find fascination in such,

And miss not my people and my past so much,

My heart replies, ‘I wish you had earlier known,

That beauty is useless when enjoyed alone!’


Oh sweet India, how I miss you so!

Where a hundred thousand mud lamps glow,

Land of hearty chaos and maddening melee,

Divine music, and enchanting philosophy,

Pray, become beautiful again, and pull me slowly,

Back to where, I know my heart will always be.


And all things unclean, stagnant and rotten,

About my homeland so easily forgotten,

Leaving behind only whiteness so pure,

Emotion tender to the touch, soft and demure,

And when of her I dream, and her love I remember,

It is as if a little child calls out, longing for its mother.


And a fluttering sanity, about itself is held,

By seams unsteady, and weakening thread.

Homesick the soul and turbulent the mind,

In morose poetry, a fraction of peace I find!

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

After reaching

Atlanta. The capital of Georgia, and the city I shall grow to call my home for the next many months to come.

After many a painful farewell, it has finally sunk in that I am going to be on my own. With that hard fact digested, I have begun to get settled down in this place. Still, I miss my parents. My dad's stoic ways, and my doting mother. I miss my brother too, and all the good times I've had with him growing up, which seem like a distant dream now. I miss the one I love, and feel incomplete even amidst beauty. I miss my home, with all its unique little nuances, that I know inside out. I miss the way I felt at home there. I miss my friends, without whom life would be monotony.

But, new circumstances and new challenges beckon, and what man of him who doth not leave his all behind, to go after unseen horizons?

This is my first post from America. A lot more to come. No more personal diary type blogging though. Back to regular posts now.

Yours,
Bharath